i realised that i look despo after looking at some shit i did these 3 days,
well , its funny how you see your previous action so differently the next hour, or even minute!
but whats done had already been doenee!

was driving today to pick lennard up....
then this fuckign proton wira moved into my lane....

and bang my car...

his fault but the couple say is mine.

NEWS STORY

standing in the rain was bad enough but the two
fifty year olds were shouting and scolding me, so i shouted back at them.

"you think i young and because your older,  you can raise your voice and talk to me like that?"

"your adults yet you cant even act like one."

"i was talking to you two properly and you shouted back at me"

"cant you even act like sensible adults?"

i questioned the malay woman.

she kept her mouth shut instantly and paused for a moment.
her facial expression changed completely after hearing what i had said.

"okay okay, but your shouting now" she said,

"alright, you talk to me nicely, i talk to you nicely understand? isnt this much better?" i said using a nicer tone and volume.


there was a part before this when i wanted to take the guy's IC for particulars and he thought that i was young and stupid.

"NO! YOU GIVE ME YOUR IC WHY MUST I GIVE YOU MINE?" he shouted while waving his hands violently infront of me.
"YOU GIVE ME YOURS AND I GIVE YOU MINE U FUCK FACE" and i punched him and we did 69er and bit each another's nose.

yea i wish, but i said something across the line and he agreed.

this shows how arrogant some people think they are,
Traffic Police test obviously fail or never drive in 10years already.
The car like shit and old, right turn from 2nd lane you turn into the 2nd or 3rd lane, not into the 1st lane which im at.

I horned, in fact holding onto the horn for at least 3seconds before impact.
lucky i jammed break or ill be banging into his driver door.

he wanted to call the police and so i agreed, its his fault why i fear,
wanted took picture of his car's damage but i realised my phone's camera is like SHIT.
hahahahaha i think its a damn good reason for me to get a new phone.
but i just took pictures to show that fuck head that he cant cheat me by damaging his car and claiming that it was by me.




well, anyway,
i felt damn rich today.
my wallet was sooooo fat that it couldnt even close.
hahahahahahahahahaha

oh and im also a millionaire!!!!! in ruppiah if your wondering when i go to bali tomorrow!

I just don't understand
Why you're running from a good man baby
Why you wanna turn your back on love
Why you've already given up
See I know you've been hurt before
But I swear I'll give you so much more
I swear I'll never let you down
Cause I swear it's you that I adore
And I can't help myself babe
Cause I think about you constantly
and my heart gets no rest over you

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you
What's wrong with being selfish?

I'll be taking up your time
Until the day I make you realize
That for your there could be no one else
I just gotta have you for myself
Baby I would take good care of you
No matter what it is you're going through
I'll be there for you when you're in need
Baby believe in me
If love was a crime
Then punish me
I would die for you
Cause I don't want to live without you
Oh what can I do?

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you

Why do you keep us apart
Why won't you give up your heart
You know that we're meant to be together
Why do you push me away
All that I want is to give you love
Forever and ever and ever and ever

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Because I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you

Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you..

To prove that I'm the only one for you
So what's wrong with being selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish...
So what's wrong with being selfish...

the doctor's words werent good!
he said please dont joke with this, or ull be icu

fucking cheebye knn

fucking got asthma or some fuck up shit
woke up today cant breathe
damnt fucking hard
now too
fuck fuck fuck

its funny how i sit there normally and suddenly i start coughing like im gonna die or something. It seems that im choking cause the flam is literally, choking me.

But just now improve abit already, hahahaha theres now blood with the flam!

im fucking sick, coughing like a person that coughs a hell lot now. thats how jia lat i am!

just hope that i can die !
i think i did alright for the test today, even though i was sick.
It was raining so heavily and showed that god probably doesnt care about me.
hahaha at one point when i was driving with the guys in the car, ( this sounded gay but whatever)
the water was so much that we couldnt even see a single thing.
like waterfall pouring onto the windscreen and you see shit, ok probably not shit because shit's brown in color  and we were see-ing white. i purposely drove into a huge water puddle at a moderate speed as i was PROBABLYY a retard and thought that making the water splash up from the wheels was fun.


Hitman movie was alright only to me anyway.

i hate t work .

waste my timee

aunt complained that i keep sleeping at work! and come at least half an hour late all the time.
ahahahaha